Lately -- I've been taking a lot of crap from a lot of people. It's like their goal is to bring me down, to dig a whole and put me down low. I'm fighting on a battlefield all by myself and it's taking a hell of a long time. From now on, I'm going to do things for myself. Today my mother was extremely disrespectful which of course isn't unusual. I'm tired of the words that she throws at me without caring about my feelings. Her words are so harsh, I can barely believe they are actually coming from her mouth. I'm an hour away from home, and I wish it could stay like that but HA like that would never happen. I'm glad to have my friends back that have apologized for completely misunderstanding me. As for the ones who keep throwing dirt in my face -- Oh well, their loss. I'm not going to let them walk all over me. I'll keep a smile on my face and never drown in their misery. I'll write a little later.
